Haven't touched this space since a few days before my birthday. And it's time to come back and clean this up from any cobwebs. heee ^.^

Birthday week was pleasant. Spent the whole week in Singapore. 
And that was a BLAST. Loving time spent in Singapore. (;

From spending time w the churchies/friends, to spending time w the father.
And last but Definitely not the least, I spent time with Kas !
Loving our impromptu outings. Watching a movie, breakfast/lunch/dinner together.
That breakfast/lunch/dinner thing was super funny, ALL squeezed into one meal.
Shopped till we didnt know the time. YES WE'RE THAT GOOD. Hahaha. But we both didnt end up buying things.
Shall head out to buy pretty clothes this friday ! (Yes Shopping again)

And I'm so glad to have spent some time w kas. cuz she's like away since mon )': 

/Ten thousand reasons for my heart to find/ 

Coming back to batam to work makes me an ultimate FATTY. I keep eating ! and looking at stuff online which I want to buy!
Contemplating whether I want to continue working for my mother (Pros: I get to slack sometimes . Cons: Life in sg = nonexistent.)
or should I get a job in SG. Thing is, Uni applications hasnt gotten through. I'm wondering if I'd get through. 

/Love is a hunger, a famine in your soul./

Shout outs to friends who were at my party/clubbing w me/chalet!!

Thank you guys so much for being there. Your presence there in that function made me extremely happy. I Know I'm not much of a good party planner. But yeah. I'm so glad you guys all came!! Just catching w all of you made me so freaking happy !! And thank you all for all your gifts ! I'm extremely overwhelmed. ♥♥ I know i'm someone rlly hard to please when it comes to gifts. but I love you guys and your gifts to me. they're all treasures to me ♥

Loving how much my fam has spent so much on me. my dad, mom and Prisca!! ♥♥

That's pretty much all for now. I'm lazy to type more actually. 
Just know that I love you ♥

Juanita

Can I have a Yorkshire Terrier? I PROMISE TO CLEAN MY ROOM. 

Okay I'm just being ridiculous. )':

Got this off tumblr. BUT IT'S SO CUTEEEEEEE

xoxo, Juanita

Since Everyone's been asking me what I want for my birthday, making a wishlist would be the easiest. 
And boy everyone's gonna call me a materialistic bitch. ):<

here's the beginning.

1. a new iPodtouch/iPhone.  (both my phone and ipod's going crazy...) -Black ones. never rlly fancied the white ones. I LIKE BLACK CANNOT IS IT? Hahaha!

2. That Juicy Couture Watch. I can't exactly remember how it looks like. but yeah here's the closest I could get of it. 

3. RAYBANS sunnies- ideally waferers.

4. Feather Hair Extensions! Omg Those are to die for ! It's so freaking pretty ! I've been looking at it. FREAKING PRETTYYY. - I like the spring fling set from http://finefeatherheads.com/quillclips. 

5. Dresses from ThreadSence! I've seen quite a number of pretty dresses over there.

6. Shoes w studs/sequins/glitterrrr. It's rlly pretty. but I have to first deem it as pretty. Although I've a number of pairs of shoes alr!

7. SANDALS. Omg. But I only wear a certain type of sandals. ONLY A CERTAIN TYPE! Hahaha. plain and simple. I dont mind the strappy ones. but i Hate sandals with those zippers at the back. I dont like can? 

8. Pretty Earstuds ! I think I've shown friends before. it's from Etsy.com (:

9. Marc Jacobs Laptop sleeve for my macbook.... But srsly dont get me this either. because I get sick of my laptop cases really easily...

10. A Prada Wallet. this one's fulfilled. and it's on the way back from the UK right as we speak ^.^

11. Charm Bracelets. I really Love charm bracelets. Especially if you make it on your own. It gets to me more. Makes me happier. 

12. okay It's getting personal. But I really want to get into a uni asap. ): It feels so sucky that I havent been accepted yet and all tht. I'M VERY SAD OKAY! ): cuz i miss studying. ):

13. Those Sexy Collarbones. HAHA. no one can give me this. I just want to be skinny cannot is it? ):

14. really simple yet classy accessories. I've a ton of accessories but only wear a handful. So guess what forget it lah. 

15. This stupid wish has been my wish the past two years. let me share a stupid wish that will never come true k . I wished for a maid. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. okay laugh at me. come on. ): Yeah I'm that lazy. My tornado-hit and godzilla excuses never worked. all my friends who's seen my room tells me i'm lazy. I'm sorry I'm a lazy girl can?! I'll get down to packing soon............... And I kid about my friends getting me a maid. I swear i wouldnt know what to do if i had one. HAHAHA. 

16. Obviously I want a Car.... But COE prices are rocket high now. Whoever buys a car now must either be crazy or is a billionaire. LMK K? You can be my boyfriend. HAHAHAHA. Shit I just sound like some freeloader. Of course not. I swear I'm just crapping of things I want. 

17. A Surprise - Simple yet I guess it's really hard to have one these days. Because know what? No one knows the true meaning of surprise anymore.

18. Balloons ! Never ending supplies of cute balloons.. I kid about the never ending supplies. but balloons are so cute. I LOVE IT. Makes me really happy. 

19. I want my friends to visit me when I'm overseas. And I want them to mean it when they say they will. And When you say it I will remember it. I can forget about little bitsy stuff but things that matter, I will remember it. 

/edit/

20. ENDLESS SUPPLY OF REDONDO. Hahaha! I kid okay. but if you really cant find anything, make me fat then. Go ahead. ):):):):): Major sadface. i dont wna be fat ): 

21. Macarons ! omg I've been craving for it ever so often ! Sadly, Prisca was heading back on easter, so most of the shops were closed. Including Laduree. ): 

22. OMG I KNOW WHAT I RLLY WANT. CAN I HAVE A PETTTTTTT LIKKA PUPPY? okay it's getting impusive..... ): Yorkshire Terriers are freaking cute(!!!!!!!!)

23. tiff&co charm bracelet....

24. actually I want my own camera. ): Like maybe a semi pro or just a compact camera? HAHA. 

Ohmy my list is getting longer.... 

25. A trip around the world. BACK PACKING !!! HOHO. 

26. a new battery for my mac? HAHAHA. FAIL. my battery is crazy alr. ):

27. A Michael Kors watch. TOO MUCH AH JUANITAKONG. TSK. Hahaha.

/edit/ 

I really dk what I want anymore. Stop asking me k! This is my material wants. But I prefer friends to get me what they can afford and what they think I would need and all that.

I'll Edit the list when I find more things I want k ~J

Maybe if I lived my life as if today's my last... Things would be very much possibly different. 
I'm sorry for always sounding pretty much melancholic.....

I'm so lazy to do anything now. but no. my mom pays me to do this. so I should do so.
I want to stay home and sleep lorrrrrr... )':

But oh wells. At least I'm using my time wisely.

Oh Hai. it's my birthday soon. ^.^ hehehe
And I broke a nail this morning. T.T

Oh my gosh. i didnt continue on my post until like.. 6 hours later.
I'm sorry babies. Forgive me. 

Maybe my new birthday wish would be to have an endless supply of redondo. 
AND A MAID? HEHEHE. I'm just still "I kinda want a maid" shit. LOOOOL.
I'm sorry. I'm just a lazy pain in the ass.
And Guys I'm just kidding here. please dont give me an endless supply of redondo.
Nor a maid. ( I know i'm ridiculous. Who in the right mind would give me a maid.)

Anyway. i've been preparing worksheets. and boy is this so tiring and boring.
okay not much of the tiring part. but it's WAAAAAY Boring.

OH GUESS WHAT GUYS! GG IS BACK TDY/TMR depends on wherever you are.
It's the 2nd of April in Singapore/Indonesiaaa.
So happy !! Just realised ^.^

But anyways! I'm getting excited for my birthday.
Although i really don't exactly wna have a party. but my mom seems reaaaaalllllyyy happy that I'm having a party.
Maybe I shld throw her a b'day party next year. LOL. I'm sorry I'm just not that enthusiastic. because I'M FREAKING SCARED IT'LL FAIL.

Yehyeh whatever. I'm a perfectionist.......

Anyway! BACK TO WORK. LUV YOU GUYZZZ&GIRLZ.  

J 

I swear the thing I hate most is how i just breakdown in moments like these. 
When I'm in my room and all.